Help with this kanji

[anna500]

I was wondering what the first kanji in this image is? I can't make out the furigana and the kanji it self is unfamiliar to me.

This is the kanji

and here is the whole bubble

 

[OKfarm]

諦めるーあきらめる
give up

 

[anna500]

諦めるーあきらめる
give up

Thank you so much, that was throwing me for a loop!